Tuesday, October 12, 2004
sighs. i realise that liking someone is no use. especially when that person probably doesn't know you even exist. just wasting my time. wasting every second of my time thinking about you. wasting those sleepless nights, bus rides and just every single dead brain cell. just whats up anyway. guess i'm just a dumb kid trying to have fun. whats the point when that freakin person is gonna like someone else. just no use . no use no use. i'll just go knock my head against something.

people say that u will get whatever you want as long as you pray hard enough and hope enough. well. that theory is quack. things don't work that way. the media is just trying to make us dream of unrealistic things. dream of things that won't happen . dream of miracles and dream of basically .... dreams. whats up with this whole world.

nothing makes sense anymore. physics doesn't make sense anymore. the more i think about it the more jumpy i get. i really don't wanna fail but i practicaly stared at the paper and it stared back at me. gonna mope about at home this whole week.

i'm never thinking about you again. u hurt me . it just hurts that i've been searching for you all this while and when i finally do, i find out the girl of your dreams ...

i guess. stuff like this happens all the time. i'll just move on and find someone better. all the best to you. fuck u

SMASHMOUTH-whole lotta love

it's like i told you before baby

and what more could i say that by now you should know

three little words are thrown around so much

that after awhile they begin to lose their touch

and you think that i'd come up with something better

switch it up like i invented something clever

but i don't know where to begin

so maybe i'll just shut up

cus i got nothing but a whole lotta love

baby love

a whole lotta love

baby love baby love

could you be lovelier

a whole lotta love

baby love baby love

could you be lovelier

for you i'd take off my shoes and my socks baby

and watch you laugh as i walk across burning rocks

but then i couldn't chase you everywhere you go

and its all about the chase everybody knows

i'd like to think that you would never make me do this

but you know i'd do it if i had to prove it

i'd do it again and again

you know i'd dummy up

cos i got nothing but a whole lotta love

could you be lovelier

could i be luckier

so why was i so dumb

maybe we're living on mars

and venus is too far

now i got nothin to lose nothin to lose

could you be lovelier i don't know

but i've seen a lot of things and nothing measures up

they say that beauty goes no deeper than the skin

i know a certain girl they've never seen

and when i see ya i just wanna get near ya

and i just wanna make it crystal clear

it's like i told you before

i got nothin more for you

but a whole lotta love

shoE ||| 11:33 PM

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