Friday, July 30, 2004
whoo hoo. so sorry meinu. but actually u should thank me. if not for me u wouldn't have been able to add kahwei u wouldn't have been able to chat with kahwei and wouldn't have been able to ask him for help and you wouldn't have got samuel to add u and you wouldn't have been able to know him better and so on and so on. so at least now we know he's not stinky and he doesn't have a stinky nick

because,, stinky nick=stinky personality thanks god he's not .

shoE ||| 11:24 PM

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hmmms .. where shall i start ! its been so long since i blogged. been ? one week?! omg. i wanted to type entries so many times but was always too tired.

wednesday !

had national track and field and the nat stadium. chs go steal our place ok. bleahx dumb samuel and gang .. anyway we were all cheering like crazy and stuff. me and jasimah kept booing their school. well, yuqin sasha aprie jasimah and fatima and i went to have lunch . lolx . so stupid we reached PS at one forty five so had to rush and rush. ended up buying long john take away. heh so stupid we sat at the road side opp. singapore recreation club to eat our lunch on the floor. waah some policemen in their car kept staring at us. hmmms . then ftm =) and i decided to go toilet . we had to walk down this long flight of glass steps to city link to the toilet was so freaky. i was so afreaid it would crack and we will smash to the ground and die. ftm was so afraid she will miss her step .. dum dum

going back up was even worse! like we could see through the holes. eek! i so never wanna walk that way again

we left like 215 tried to get cab to reach there by 230 cos we were supposed to be early lar. stupid at city hall how to get cab. by the time we reached the place was 240. whoops. like 3/4 the school was already there. tsk*

should have just eaten in the cab !.

wow me and jasimah were like cheering with all our lungs ! then our thoats were damn pain. we were going ard all the groups of people forcing them to cheer,

whee. then i saw hongwei waving flag at the side there. but didn't wanna say hi lar. cos jasimah with me. then she quite pissed with the SHORTS people .. lolx .

yeah still spray the hair yellow and gold.

woah the best thing that had to happen was that it RAINED.. aargh. got all wet and my shoes were soggy. eeks right .

whoo hoo. i almost lost my bag ! some dumb person go pass to someone. lucky was my small eyes lost teeth junior. heng sia and she waited so long to tell me . dum dum .. whee. went to eat dinner with trix and was like so smelly and dirty.luckily the rain washed our stickiness away

shoE ||| 11:10 PM

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Friday, July 23, 2004
sigh. i know lotsa people kinda hate me now. and i kinda know the reasons/ but some stuff just aren't controlled by me !! maybe no one will ever understand what it feels to be me. there's no point trying to explain it anyway. i wish i can be vindicated by you all. cos  i never did anything wrong to you in the first place. why can't people try to understand ? really !! i never meant for anything like this to happen. its a very dumb system i know. but what can i do ? if i were given the choice, i'd gladly not be in this position now. it hurts. like a million ant bites on one finger. that numbing feeling that will go away. but not yet.

anyway. think i'm a loser dm lar. think i'm too playful. i'm so disorganised. i forget stuff.. i'm like the worse cedar band has ever had. maybe it was all wrong lar. it should be someone else. anyone else but me. i try but its not my fault if others aren't cooperating right. what should i do ?!

this is stupid lar. today went to watch spiderman with shar FINALLY ! hahas. been planning to go for like the past month and we finally settled being free today ! yes. it was quite long. and the show was kinda like LOTR. and now we know whats gonna happen in movie three. or most probably guessed it lar. dumb pearl go draw SPIDER-MEIN on my hand . can't even spell properly ok . hahas .. then i had to cover my hand or hide it under the table or turn it palm face up during the english timed assignment and A.maths test. stupid. then "SIR SURESH" was like trying to see what i was covering on my hand .. tsk* i shall get back at her during bio lesson some day !!

went to help out at the lower sec cheering session. thought claire and i were the only enthu ones who wanted to go help out, but apparently everyone else was just as excited. practically everyone turned up. the biggest surprise was tracy and angela ! i was so shocked to see them there. they're like the slackiest people./ hahas. but tracy ah sure cheer one of the most enthu on wednesday one ! whee. i can't wait ... and the new cheer is so SO nice !

we come from the greatest school

we come from cedar girls

we come as a member of a great great school

we fight for the glory

we fight for the victory

we fight with the spirit never seen before

up for cedar

go for the best

cedar girls cedar girls

YEAH !

shoE ||| 6:58 PM

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Tuesday, July 20, 2004
waah. so tired  !! i cleared up two whole cupboards in the conference room. one full of stationery which we threw away most of and this cupboard of all the old information. made three big stacks of paper to recycle. so pro. but i feel very bad for throwing away all those people's passport photos. like they die or something/

now its all clean !! yeah and TIDY and NEAT. just like ME !! hehx. saturday not so screwed up le. end up that samuel must give the ticket to his bro's friend . aiyaii.. so i still have to go for tuition. and anyway i can't make it for the makeup class. have national track and field ! yeah very exciting. pearl el shar and i still can't decide where to go for lunch. but think its confirmed i will be going home with shalini. can help the prefects take down the banners again... just like last year... ah i miss the old times . lolx // it was very fun eh ... kk i'm hungry tired and smelly. better go bathe.

and sharlene !! i will keep your secret ok. i won't tell that PERSON anything/ SMILE .. =)

shoE ||| 7:51 PM

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Sunday, July 18, 2004
hahas.. today woke up at like eight to go for golf. have improvement ! yeah.

then pia homework from twelve till four. then i met yangyang to go tuition. hehx. she was late ! first time i was early ok/ aiyaii. those girls are not as bimbo as everyone says they are. they are just different... in a *special way *winks. lolx .. was quite funny though the way they laugh at everything. like totally~` hahas.. then the class actually quite screwed up. so noisy like some special type of fish market with no fish. *bursts out laughing

the guys making noise and dunno doing stuff that me and yang seriously don't understand. and the girls all wearing the kind of same pattern-ed skirts. all acting pretty. i mean whats the point. you are either pretty or you're not. hmm so lets just hope none of them read this but who cares. 

whee. went to watch king arthur yesterday with homgwei. damn shit lar the show.. quite cliched. and the story is abit funny. we didn't really get what was happening though that bear is christian .. hahas .. we sat all the way in front los. stupid then we got those weird double seats where its just the two of us . quite weird lar. but also means we can stretch out our legs as far as we want and throw our stuff all over the place. dumb right. but the parts where the were fighting really felt like we were there in the movie. was so close to us. and keira knightley is so pretty . although her part was quite stupid in the movie. eek the grossest thing was we could see this couple on the other side of the aisle doing some icky hanky panky .. *tsk tsk.. and hongwei is cheeky i keep telling him that little children should close their eyes at the kissing scenes. he purposely go open his eyes wide and watch .. naughty naughty. aiyaii. why all guys like to treat girls to movie ah ?? very gentlemanly mehx ?? well i like to pay for my own stuff thank you .. lolx .. and bear owes me five bucks .. or something like that . dunno . shall go out with him and peter next time then can see how yandao pete looks in polo shirts .. whee buy i shall walk on stilts or something cos he's so TALL. idiot ! whee

shoE ||| 9:37 PM

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Friday, July 16, 2004




shoE ||| 11:55 PM

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pah i have decided that friday will officially be "computer night" .. being dm is kinda tough not in the tough way but in the fun way. aiyaii.. what am i saying. hmmph. i wanna sleep more. i wanna grow more(taller) ..  need to study. need to golf. need to band . need to play. darn ! i'm such a busy person. need to do so many things. need to make more new friends. need to think stuff through. need to be a better person. need to do so many and many other things ! . hahas. this is kinda rubbish. played sicc open yest. wow i totally screwed up and i got tenth prize. heh $150 pan -west voucher cool. now can buy new stuff lolx seriously dunno what to blog about.

my life is kinda BORING !! .. nut gonna watch spiderman with sally cheena pervert on tuesday. finally gonna go watch after youth day man. thats like three weeks ago ?? lolx . that time i gave her the left over bao mi hua articles to do her hol hw. so now she owes me a box of popcorn. then cos i am forever giving her articles from my chinese newspaper so she owes me a whole combo altogether. lolx ... geddit !!?? bao mi hua=popcorn!  haha . yeah we're gonna have fun . wednesday is racial harmony. aiyaii who shall i borrow costume from !! lolx
 

shoE ||| 11:32 PM

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Sunday, July 11, 2004
hahs .. ok colleen actually read my whole entry ok. whee. she's so nice. yeah i finally cured the tag board so everyone should just tag and tag non stop.

today had golf lesson. i improved my stance ! yeah. thats quite an achievement. thursday gonna leave school early cos i'm playing the sicc ladies open. yupp. after golf lesson me and daddy flew to botanic gardens so i could watch that band fiesta thing. i found out it was actually a competition called "grooviest in the gardens" quite lame right. ok it started at five and i reached at 545 but not too bad lar. st patricks was playing their second last song.

damn funny lar that samuel. i messaged him when i reached and he didn't know i was even there also. he thought i was in some other part of singapore. he damn blur lar. dumb woman. after the whole thing then he realised i was there too. then i thought he was busy or something then didn't ask me where i was lolx. but i saw farhanis eh. then she was leaving already so i thought he left with her, aiyaii a super confusing and complicating thing lar. mad day .

shoE ||| 10:23 PM

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Friday, July 02, 2004
today was so exciting !! have lotsa stuff to talk about. whee` so if indra is reading this. good luck to you !! heex. was chatting with like five people just now. yuqin.peter.*evil demonic monster*anna.*dear dear*ching hong.shuyu. hee.. then that mad crazy peyer go offline cos his degree is like HIGH ENUFF> lolx. yeah then anna and yuqin's convos suddenly were silence. lolx . ok .

my left arm has like two super BIG blueblacks ok. so ugly. like mega ugly. even worse than a big pimple on my face. yupps. give people the impression that i am abused by my parents which i am not. that evil demonic monster anna ! heex. but i don't blame her. firstly because i'm such a nice friend and a perfect everything fairy. and secondly, i started pinching her first.

i shall try to write my entry in proper english because i have to improve my english and because the o'levels are next year. its too soon ! . lolx .

this morning i went to look for trixie in her class and was reminded of jiamin's birthday. heex. i shall make it a point to buy her a present because we used to be such good friends. hee. and jieming was so funny. she exposed me. cos i tricked trixie yesterday when we went for break at the kopitiam with colleen and cherilyn that vivian exchanged bags with her last year because vivian liked her. *grins. and when i asked xueling to confirm it. she just blur blur say yah . cos we used to be in the same class what.

ok i shall try to write the rest of my entry in proper sentences. the phone is ringing and i know its not my call. i should pick it up but i don't care. trix and i left school at two fifteen today and we realised that the bus ride to SJI takes only about fifteen minutes. i didn't get to try her quiche because i was too filled with my burger. i think i'm silly. i didn't know that SCGS was only a bus stop away. at SJI, we saw these two upper secondary school guys in long pants who were trying to tuck their pants into their socks. if they were trying to act like total idiots in front of people, they were doing a very good job of it. this world is such a small place. or rather, singapore is a very small island. to think i actually met theodore at the bus stop outside sji.heex. he was going to a friend's house. and i think he was wearing that same black shirt and pants because they looked like the outfit her wore on the last day of SLC. i can't remember.

we waited for about ten years before our bus(700) arrived. we got off outside scgs and saw this bung. imagine wearing a dress and spiking up your hair till you look like a boy !? to think colleen and cherilyn were still in their class. so we called them to rush them. guess who i saw next who is from scgs ?? pam !! and i'm playing golf with her tomorrow !! was so exciting. she kept whining that i was a buaya lolx. we took the same bus and were crapping like crazy. and i helped her make more friends. now she know colleen and cherilyn and trixie too !!

we went to eat at BK in far east . we were trying to eat as quickly as we could as trix's mom kept rushing her not to be late for her optical appointment, darn. so we rushed through our nice lunch. our neoprint and our walking. heex. cherilyn eats all the bread in her burger first before eating the fish in her BK big fish and colleen laughs very funnily. imagine laughing like damn loud and scarily in the place. i bet she scared off half their customers. hahas . joking ! anyway there was this little boy and girl staring at us through the glass at the top. me and colleen were so freaked out. maybe he was jealous that we had more hair than him.

we went to take neo prints !! whee. it was really really fun !! we were making lots of noise and irritating others! then this guy was waiting with his friends to take after us, he held the curtain open for us to come out, such a gentleman!! lolx . yeah . after thet we walked trix to paragon where she met her mum and we finally got to see her gigantic sister. we all thought she was really gonna be like humungous . but she's not that fat. she looks older than us though. eighteen or something. and she's even taller than me when she's only primary four ?

we went to eat that bravissimo ice cream which cherilyn claims is about 94% fat free, then colleen said maybe it was free fat not fat free. and i concluded that if it was free fat, we'd be paying $5.40 for the ice cream and nothing for the fat ? lolx . lame lar. we ate three flavours... chocolate-green tea-green mint- so cool right. then there wasn't anywhere we could sit down to enjoy our ice cream so we sat on the floor outside that marketplace to share our ice cream. today is indeed a very exciting day !!

now i shall tell u what stuff we learnt today from assembly .

we learnt five learning concepts:

1.sit in the front row of your life.participate

2.when you make a mistake say "How Fascinating"

3.quiet the voice in your head

4.live in radiating possibility.be part of the song

5.invent a new game. i am a contribution

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