Monday, May 31, 2004
today was a super duper lame lame DAY. like *tra lala ! its lame man. i actuallie woke up at 1230 when band starts at two. well i have to go earlier . so it was really late by the time i left home. but dunno miraculously i wasn't late for band. yupp that horn tuner is STILL MISSING. hmmm. so pisssed ok today. made us move the instruments here and there/ super cheating my feelings. stupid dumdums.

hmmms. better stop feeling angry. later have wrinkles or something. made lotsa fun of tracy. hehx. she's so funny. and she can never beat me. wheex. yupp. i brought my neoprints book for them all to see. then when they saw the neoprint with dragg and ryan inside. they were all so EXCITED. tracy actually thinks dragg is cute ?? hahas . ok maybe see if he free on sunday. then ask him come find us or something !! wheex. then maybe tracy might change her mind about him

ok then went to macs with crystal valerie and lingerie nanthini and kate . hehx . we crapped a whole lot man . so funny and crystal was mixing the chilli sauce with the tartar sauce. so gross man . i mean everyone agrees the color looks yucky ok .. hahas. i planned to leave at like 715. but they all ah eat so slow. so i just sat there and wait for them. and continued crappping/. although i was kinda quiet. enjoying my apple pie lar .. hahas ..

when we finally left i waited so super long for the 163. irritating thing. and there was this very tall man sitting in front of me . tsk* people shouldn't be so tall . hmmmx .. have deep blue sea later. supposed to watch with pearl . dunno lar . later see how. never really talk to her after that day / hmms. but need to sleep early also. i'm confused. what should i do ? to watch pr not to watch ?! cos i need to be in school at like 730. meeting shalini and pearl at 630 at the bps bus stop. i think i might be late .

hmmm. guess what . it's just late fated lar that i must go ice skating with them all next tuesday. cos have no band and everything. then free on that day . omg/.

hey the floor feels kinda weird . like not balanced. and so slanted. might fall off my chair. wheex. listening to my new SMASHMOUTH cd . so nice .

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Friday, May 28, 2004
sighs* i've been thinking alot about my life. does it always have to be screwed. i realised blasting loud music into your ears at somewhere near maximun level does wonders. i guess. it just blocks out all probabilities of thinking of other stuff. i mean i can't concentrate with the words all messing up my head. yupp and heavy metal helps to wash my mind too. lolx . never really liked it before. but theres quite alot of it in my sister's com. BLAST BLAST** feeling touchy somehow. the slightest stuff make me wanna cry. maybe its just the period thingie. but i don't think so. hmmms .. maybe i'm mentally unstable too. i can't believe i got pissed so easily just now. whats wrong with me right. just what the hell*. history kinda likes repeating itself yeah. i never really thought about life as a real thing. i used to just live each day as it came. i think now the world isn't as easy as i thought it was. why must we all grow up. if only there was an easy way out. maybe i'm just an alien exiled to earth to suffer the life of a human. if only it were true. my dreams just shouldn't affect my mind. somehow i'm not sure how to differentiate my dreams from reality. sometimes people tell me stuff. and sometimes i dream that people tell me stuff. have seriously no way to explain this feeling inside. something burnin. whatever. guess some stuff just have to be figured out by myself. some pain just can't be relieved by any great pal or soul . i don't think an angel will even enuff anyway.

sucks. anyway shall try to cheer myself up by writing about today. cos it was super lame. mainly went to town with sara .. who has officially became my [cherry][sar-y][ar-y] ... hehx. so cute right

ok yupp we played this mad tangle hand clap thing. smart me just had to go suggest the stripping thing if we clapped out of turn. hehx. end up i was the worst ok. took off both shoes. my tie. my right sock. and i had to do overall forfeit too ok. how much worse could it be ?? i had to tell mr liao. i had a boyfriend and that i like ** which i don't .. SO STUPID RIGHT .. *bleahx. hahas. well .. i should keep my big mouth closed next time.

ok. me and sara went to watch CONFESSIONS OF A TEENAGE DRAMA QUEEN lindsay lohan is so pretty. yesh. i think i'm so dumb and i don't open my eyes properly. cos i sctually didn't see jerilyn although she was smack sitting in front of me in pasta mania. me and sara ate chicken and shrooms i think if thats what its called. and also tuna and bacon. so full. yupp and our movie was 1235. yeah. i was so smart again . saw it as 1255. so i suggested we go hereen take neoprint cos it was only 12 when we finished. cine neoprint place wasn't even open ok. yupp and ended up. we finished at 1245. hehx. which was already late right. but i didn't know. thought we still had ten minutes. then i still slowly run and still can buy popcorn. reached inside at 1 los .. yupp only watched like one hour of the show. hmmmx . yeah.

after the movie which happened to finish at 2. we realised SIN-da-hu (sindhu) and nurul and their gang-ie were watching it too. then we were kind souls and helped this woman. she left her pink plastic handbag on the floor and forgot all about it lehx. can u believe it. forgetting her handbag. hmmmx . then sindhu's friend went to chase after the woman. she was so grateful! see i'm so kind . lucky she didn't get far

ok. me and sara went lame-ing around go look at stuff. which we had obviously no money . even the stuff on 80 percentdiscount u know. so we went look at all the branded stuff. then we saw and so decided we are gonna buy that skechers slippers and that pair of grey and pink nike shoes. so so so SUPER DUPER UPER nice

i finally bought my star-star bracelet. sar-y helped to choose it. must give her credit see. hmmm. then we just walked around. yah. we also tried the new starbucks caramel jelly frappuccinno thing. can't remember the name. short term memory. hehx. its so SWEET. and the jelly was so big. so straining to suck it up. me and sara had a fun time trying to suck them up one by one. and they kept popping at the back of our mouth !! so pain..

hehx. ok now's the time to make sara jealous if she happens to see this. i met five people at orchard. as in not from our school friends. hehx while she saw only all her very very nice JUNIORS.. hehx . i saw sarah and yi xuan. if i didn't remember wrongly their names. hehx . then i also met jerilyn with her ncc friends. too bad jiayue wasn't with them. bet she went out with her cat yuani friend. i think. yeah/ three already right. then i saw charmaine. waah. looked kinda crappy lar. no offence but she like always wear until very chio go out that type u know. so don't blame me. and lastly i met SHARLENE WONG PEITING. still remember her in p.school we went to walk in the rain to take neoprint. lame right. and still eat sushi. hahas. now she's so chio know. wear her pe shirt or something and pe shorts lehx. so pretty. and quite pretty now. kinda matured alot right.. see sara ! i met five people . lolx . next time we go out i try not to see anyone kk. then u go see all your many cousins. then u win me . lolx .

today when we were leaving our movie thing. the whole of cine was polluted with ACSB people ok. sara says their school have post exam activity go watch TROY. so cool right. what three hours plus ? huh . so lucky not like us stuck in school clearing up the stuff. but i rather play lame games and strip in class than pay 25 bucks for post exam activities. but actually ours is more expensive right. paid 45 for the DNA thing. which i don't think i learnt much about lar.

woah. i scare myself. typed such a long thingie just over one day ?? yeah. god bless the people who read the whole thing. which won't be many people anyway . lolx

shoE ||| 10:17 PM

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Thursday, May 27, 2004
oh what crap man. can u believe FANTASIA won !!?? *aaargh seriously stinks man. whats wrong with everyone ok

anyway i found this which is so true man. i think everyone will agree with at least one of these

1. Falling in love.

2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.

3. A hot shower.

4. No lines at the supermarket

5. A special glance.

6. Getting mail

7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.

8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.

9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.

10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.

11. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla or strawberry!)

12. A bubble bath.

13. Giggling.

14. A good conversation.

15. The beach.

16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.

17. Laughing at yourself.

18. Hanging out with your girlfriends

19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.

20. Running through sprinklers.

21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.

2. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.

23. Laughing at an inside joke.

24. Friends.

25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.

26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.

7. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).

28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.

29. Playing with a new puppy.

30. Having someone play with your hair.

31. Sweet dreams.

32. Hot chocolate.

33. Road trips with friends.

34. Swinging on swings.

35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.

36. Making chocolate chip cookies.

37. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.

38. Holding hands with someone you care about.

39. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.

40. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.

41. Watching the sunrise.

42. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.

43. Knowing that somebody misses you.

44. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.

45. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.

wheex. all these made me smile man. so true true true .. u should seriously think through each one and analyse everything till you can see right through its skeleton ok yah . anyway not all really made me smile lar

shoE ||| 10:12 PM

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Monday, May 24, 2004
aaah, kinda bored today. sara and pammie-la keep bullying me. and i do not blush ok . hahas. kk i better go do like hol homework ?? or watch FRIENDS ?? ok this com is kinda laggy so can't put that friends photo thing./ *aaargh. hmmms .. k maybe this cute forver friends bear will do. ok apparently i also dunno what to do with it. so nevermind lar . just have to make do with this dumb plain ol boring post



shoE ||| 9:37 PM

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Sunday, May 23, 2004
muah haha.. haven't been online in such a long time. its my sisters b'dae today. yupp but it wasn't a very happy one. hmmms. anyway. i got cheated again today !! i thought we were going somewhere nice for lunch and made me wear something nice. end up we went to maxwell foodcourt. aaargh !!

yupp. got to fry my own ham ching pang today. the woman make so fun ok. then make me so stressed . later chaota how ?? hehx. but the ones i fried tasted especially nice !! lolx. then i couldn't go for chem today. *tsk. aiyaii. and pam has something to tell me. so secretive.

watched SHREK 2 yesterday !! was so corny and rubbish ok. can't believe they included such lame stuff. kinda cliche though. made me rush from tuition all the way to cine. hardly had time to catch my breathe even. yupp but i think it was worth it. so super crappy. hmmms. reached home like twelve plus luckily didn't miss the last bus. lolx .. and pong fell asleep already.

just now went to buy dinner. guess who i saw ?? u wouldn't have guessed !! MR LIM . man he was so freaky yesterday ok. can't believe it. like some sorta STALKER ?? should i call it that ?

yupp. k anyway i feel sleepy again. wanna sleep early so hopefully i can grow a bit TALLER ?? maybe. yeah i hope so !! tomorrow have school .. WTH . aaargh wanna stay home and sleep. have some lame thingie to do in school i guess. and have band too

shoE ||| 9:43 PM

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Monday, May 17, 2004
wheex. tomorrow got that dna thingie again/ what with pam man. what tag my board so much bout that mr wong. told her how many million times that i DON'T LIKE HIM !! aaah. then always say i blush .. i do not blush

eh. dunno lar. feels funny. is it fun to use friends as a stepping stone ?? i don't think so .. then why people like to change friends like changing their underwear ? lolx. today we werre in the library playing this lame game. and me-thini kept trying to make us play HER WAY .. hahas. lolx. then we started saying perverted stuff !! dunno so lame. talking bout menses and everything. then tampons and some shit. and can u believe it ah. valerie thought that when u wearing tampons and go swimming it will drop out los. like as though u don't cover down below there!! aaahs.. madness rights. i shall add another testi for her. wheex. and i have five new testis !! so cool ! ...

shoE ||| 10:01 PM

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Saturday, May 15, 2004
aaah. ok yupp i feel terrible. one cos of the jigsaw//

two, about me. cos i feel so hot all over. like u know burn burn hot that kinda hot. yah. u understand lar. hmmms. dunno if i have a fever. or is it just that type of once in awhile feeling i dunno. felt so hot hot during tuition. and felt quite giddy too. like gonna faint that sorta feeling although i never fainted before. yep. dunno if its a fever or is it just sun burn. haix. whatever it is. i still feel terrible. and pam still kept on with the mr wong thing. aah. i never said i liked him what. lolx. anyway. just don't really care lar. guys are just rubbish. and boyfriends just bring trouble. yuppers. aix. maybe i should go sleep or something. still feeling terrible now. like wanna vomit too. gosh. whats happening to me. hmmms. this feeling stinkz. like super stinks. how ?

and i saw tanying today at orchard. and she was smiling smiling !! wheex. she just looks nice when she smiles !!yupp and went with pam to her eye check up thing. was quite ok lar. just that i wan't doing anything.

then maybe june first or second going to go ice skating. pearl and wanling going too. dunno regina coming not. but dunno why like not very close to her now. haix. the only world i knew is falling apart. hmmms. then what celebrate that pammie's friend's birthday. what yongsheng or something. think he added me on msn lehx. not very sure. waah but he sounds very tall ...... hmmms . later turn out like d.rick. lolx. unexpectedly err.. as quoted from regina. hahas. well think i should sleep soon. then maybe i won't feel so terrible .

shoE ||| 10:45 PM

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oh fuck. with a double f double u double c and double k . the damn jigsaw and i mean damn damn damn stupid piece of shit jigsaw ji ba boom dropped on the floor cos of the wind. cos some spastic idiot decided to turn on the fan. aaargh. this is irritating


shoE ||| 10:37 PM

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Thursday, May 13, 2004
WHEEX. HERE I AM ONLINE AGAIN hehx, today was a mad and crappy day and guess what. tomorrow checking exam papers alreday !! aaah . english chinese and e.maths. damn. yucks . sure die lar. haix. just wonder how it will turn out.


shoE ||| 9:22 PM

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Wednesday, May 12, 2004
aaah !! this sux man. the dumb jigsaw puzzle is driving me crazy. bananas. and monkeys know what/ yuck/ this is gross. all the brown parts seem the same to me. and yupp the worse is i have band tomorrow. way gross !! hmmms . if not pam and trix and sara would be coming my house to do the puzzle then we can all go tuition together. watching ami now !! lotoya rox !! yeah she rox me socks . wheex. today had a lame day . PC excursion as you would call it. at least i had my yuqin with me. and clara is naughty ! flirt with this yuqin. horhor/ i'm gonna scold evil little wife later ! hahas..

me and yuqin were the tourguides. hahas. six people share one regular earthquake! then we ordered the flavour of the month. was some TUTTI FRUITTI. and me and kate or rather witchy-kt were laughing our heads off at the name. cos it was so lame,. and it looked so childish with the orange and blue thing. yesh and back to the point. they didn't give us the flavour. the cute tutti fruitti. kate and i were so disappointed ok. we so looked forward to tasting it. cheated our money. only till we kinda screwed up the whole thing then we realised there was no tutti fruitti. and there was seriously no BLUE in that whole thing . aaah ... feel so super damn CHeated

shoE ||| 10:11 PM

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Tuesday, May 11, 2004

ROMANTIC ONE. The really most most most important
for you is that he is romantic. You love it
to get love letters, red roses and be in a
romantic atmosphere. He must make you think
that you are the most beautiful of all. When
he is romantic he has you got in his
hands. When he tells you all that he
feels for you ,you are devoted to him. At
this point you are easy to be tempt. Your heart
is soft and pure and you would never cheat as
long as you love your partner. But if he cheats
you, you are not hiding your feelings and show
how much he hurt you because you trusted in
him and never thought he could do this
to you.


~THE big LOVE TEST!!~
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shoE ||| 2:45 AM

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muah haha.. i'm bored. stupid pam. what give me the email address. i'm so not gonna add man ! lolx . crazy woman for coming up with all that rubbish !! bleahx. waah haha. next thursday NEXT THURSDAY !! one week and two days to next thursday !! hehx. i wanna cut off all my hair. keep getting inside my uniform ,. aaaargh. man . and i irritated my dad again. stupid me *slaps head ! hmmm. yupp and i have a new book to read !! its called some ..." dunno what... then life of bees" or something lar. dunno also


shoE ||| 2:39 AM

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wheex !! so exciting exams over. can like slack now and next thursday we going ri concert !! hahas .. i'm gonna buy dan flowers !! hehx. then make him look girlie/ today finally bought jigsaw puzzle. waah just made abit. so complicated man . now i know never to listen to regina's advice on which puzzle to buy. yupp its nice lar. but everythying looks the same. oh man. how to finish. lolx .


shoE ||| 2:30 AM

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