Wednesday, June 30, 2004
aaah. today we had this interview thing. didn't expect that there will be other interviews too. kate said that the maams will interview then we're getting one from the teachers on tuesday or something.

well it wasn't aas bad as i thought it would be. i had to make some pretty tough decisions. but oh well. i shall not dwell on it.

am i really very PLAYFUl . thats the subject of the day. i'm getting disturbed by this ok. i went around asking everyone and dammit pearl said she should keep her comments to herself. hmmms . i dunno . so funnie.. tomorrow i'm gonna have dinner with sara and twix and ..... CHERILYN . da mei nu wor ! yeah. bet she'll be like super pretty among all of us . yupp. we're gonna eat mos burger. just hope we're not damn late as always lar. ...

did u know that ... Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are : I love you,Sorry and help me The people who say these are those that actually need them or really feel them, and they are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them.

whoo.. so interesting right

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aw man. first i cut my hair and i'm still moping about it ok. darn. then now we changed seating positions. i'm like so far away from civilisation. sitting near the dorr isn't very fun you see. monday i sat with sara which i knew was temporary lar. and pearl and reg and crystal and claire were at the other end of the world. but i was close to daddie and marmee and *ahem pretty lijun fairy and sara . but well. we all have to make way for change and accept and embrace it with open arms . aaargh. but so *shudders ... and now i'm the new level coordinator for psls. hahx. gonna be fun i think going around for the rest of the week collecting the results from everyone. whee' but kinda sianded also.

tomorrow i have to go for band and we're gona get a interview like with the leaders and evrything. hope it won't turn our ugly lar.

anyway. i need to tell trixie everything i told sara today lar . hahax . k my sis is back from the doc.

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Monday, June 28, 2004
aaah haha . i just cut my hair . its like so short now ! oh man. look like some funky mushroom. anyway. must photocopy results to give the psls wor. at least my results this year isn't that bad. hahs. and the past two years they never even check. i think checking results is a good idea lar. make sure we cont jiayou-ing.

well. i went to this super auntie salon to cut. man she cute till damn short. like little kid. but litttle kid=me=cute !! so me=cute *yeah ! hahas.

saturday went for flag selling. i met manel's mummy

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Friday, June 25, 2004

Your soul is bound to the Burning Rose: The
Rapture.

"I go where my heart beckons me, and I go
with my head high. But sometimes, I get a need
until I bleed so my heart swims above my
head."

The Burning Rose is associated with passion,
intensity, and desire. It is governed by the
god Eros and its sign is The Flame, or Physical
Love.

As a Burning Rose, you can get lost in the moment
if you let yourself. You are a very physical
person, be it in relationships, work, or play.
You may be driven by your hormones sometimes,
but you know it's because you have to follow
your instinct.


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wow. this burning rose thing seems so fake man. u sure a rose can be burnt. haix. i'm confused bout everything lar. about friendships about my life. about peeople and how the world moves too fast. and i'm beginning to wonder. sigh. why my whole life is so forever screwed. i seem so helpless. so friendless. so hopeless. damn why do i sometimes get this feeling for no apparent reason. why don't i like have a group of friends i can count on. why do i not have a life where i don't have to think too much. wHY WHY WHY . there's so damn many Y's now in my head swimming around that my head is going crooked. i might keel over sideways. the more i think the more i dpn't understand myself. stinks man. and istill haven't finished my homework . shit lar .

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Thursday, June 24, 2004

Youth


?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ??
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Mermaid


?? Which Creature Of The Sea Are You??
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Sunday, June 20, 2004



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\whex. happy father's day daddie !! just now we went for golf prac then went for lunch. hahs . brought them to go the j8 food court. the food so super duper uper cheap. quite lar. hahas. its quite good too. yupp but the most important thing is that we received a free COKE SHOWER> is that stupid or what . not like we got tons of free coke. i mean we did lar but it was so damn unexpected.

my coke shower some woman in yellow shirt was carrying a can of coke then it wasn't opened yet. she dropped it on the floor and the can EXPLODED. like ji ba boom exploded. and we all received a free grafitti natural looking coke shower. lucky i wasn't wearing a white shirt or something. THANK GOD

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Sunday, June 06, 2004

[*]what you.

<->miss: my jay cd. WHERE ARE YOU !!??

<->hope: Hoping is for the hopeless. i make it happen

<->need: to go shit

<->want: to finish my holiday homework ASAP and improve my golf

<->thinking of: tuesday's ice skating date

[*]who you.

<->miss: my sister.be safe in europe

<->want: tom felton. a.k.a draco malfoy

<->need: my teddy bear

<->have a crush on: that cute guy ("who is he anyway")

<->love: Myself. i just lurve that reflection in the mirror.

[*]when was the last time you.

<->feel truly happy: i can't remember. i've been pretty cynical about life lately

<->cried: when i lost to the old woman in that competition and felt so horrible


<->got angry: i hardly get angry do i.

CURRENTLY


[*]what is your/are you.

<->mood: confused

<->feeling: horrible

<->doing: watching practical magic

<->listening to: my new SMASHMOUTH cd

<->looking at: The computer and the telly

<->thinking about: lotsa stuff. people.things. yah the usual

LATER

[*]do you think you will*.

<->laugh: practical magic will make me luff

<->be doing: nothing

<->make a new friend: I don't think so. it will be tomorrow soon

<->quarrel with someone: Who knows?? i'll try not to

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Friday, June 04, 2004

-did you rise the sun for me?

or paint a million stars that i might know your majesty??

is your voice upon the wind??

is everything i've known marked with my maker's fingerprints??

can i feel you in the rain??

abandon all i am to have you capture me again.

let the earth resound with praise.

-can you hear as all creation lives to glorify one name?-

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Thursday, June 03, 2004
lolx . monkey is evil ! she go pull the chair and i plop on the floor. is that evil or what. and i was so good to let her type too . wheex. we gonna rest till 330. then cont. typing. gonna finish typing soon ! yeah !


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hahx. in the com lab now. having the IT course. woah the primary four people did such a great job man . so cool. yupp and the teacher is getting pissed man cos everyone keeps talking. woah. i know how to make links too . hehx. i know how to put pictures too ok . lolx . wheex. see the baby so cute


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Tuesday, June 01, 2004
1158. two more minutes till my sister's plane leaves for paris. can't believe i'm even crying while writing this entry . i just miss her. what to do right.

i miss her sitting beside me watching friends. and laughing at all the spastic things.

i miss eating potato chips with her

i miss her stealing my chocolates

i miss her always poking her nose into everything i do

i miss her always trying to wake me up to go eat breakfast.

i miss her not getting the stupid jokes i crack

i miss her criticising the clothes i wanna buy

aaargh i'll just miss everything about her. i hope she's safe. i never really like bothered about her before. but after she left to board her plane and i hugged her for the last time i finally realised how much i was gonna miss her. no one to bug me to get off the com and go to sleep. no one to go to 7-11 with me in the middle of the night just to look at the food.

haix. three weeks is such a long time. her room will be so empty. i don't even feel like stealing her clothes anymore.

just now we went to coffee bean and itchy mouth me went and tried this morrocan mint latte thing. it tasted HORRIBLE. lucky i didn't let daddy drink if not he will get more diarrhoea. hahas

anyway sara asked me to go with her and her MANY COUSINS to watch the day after tomorrow. but mummy says she's finally bringing me shopping. won't there be so many many people. *TSK. i have this strong feeling she's gonna cheat my feelings lar . dunno why . but this way its not that bad what. cos i will have new clothes to wear if sara asks me to go with her and her many cousins to watch movie . lolx.

i still miss her .... please be safe. i can't wait to get her postcards. she promised she would write ok . she better

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