Tuesday, September 28, 2004
was gossipping about some people and this person's girlfriend. i feel so evil. and was commenting once again about this stinky person's bag again. its like the third time already . i remember criticising it in my head the first time i saw her carrying it. that sounds very stupid but at least no one can hear me criticising or at least no one even knows i'm thinking stuff in this dumb brain of mind. sounds logical ? nah.

i realised i'm quite dao lar. ok not THAT dao but in a different way i guess. saw jason on the bus today and i didn't say hi which is so not like me cos i always like to acknowledge people's presence. ta da but think he doesn't recognise me too. like dunno how many donkey years never talk to him.

and i also realise that i can be very heck care. today we had bio test but i just couldn't be bothered to study. watched AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL. they are all so pretty !! yupps. esp yoanna. she has that exotic look. so ... NICE. i don't know how to express that look. kinda threw all my vocab things in the bin after that shit crap english exam last week. think chinese will be even worse.

i still feel like slacking. bleahx. but shall go be a mugger for the NEXT FEW DAYS. test results were quite ok guess i could do better but. thats ok

hooked onto this new song now . i mean its not new. but i'm hooked onto it. u get the point. hmmms. taste it by blue. and i like new found glory now. but their cover of the glory of tall is like . err. not that nice.

whoo. peirce people are amusing. yest went to thomson plaza and ate at BK. then i was telling tita about kwy's friend whose girlfriend is high maintenance. eh kwy is a nice way to spell your name . take note ok !! change your name stinky ! yes back to the point he was saying that the girl is very high maintenance and she's not pretty . and that her bf spends lots of money on her. girls shouldn't make the guy pay. cos you never know when one day the guy will turn around and tell u "hey i pay everything for you. you must have sex with me" lolx . i'm being realistic. this kinda of stuff really can happen right.

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Sunday, September 26, 2004
eh. why everytime i type finish entries alreday the number of posts is still 68 ?? hmmms .. so weird. today so happy. had prize presentation then i got quite alot of prizes to take. lolx .. was quite fun and the juniors like cheering for me .. whee ... ok i shall go study chinese... SOON..


shoE ||| 9:44 PM

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Saturday, September 25, 2004
whoo hoo. went to the BLUE concert yesterday !! was so NICE nice nice . they sang so many nice songs. although i didn't hear best in me and some songs i never even heard before it was damn good . the girl beside me was so excited then keep swinging her hands and keep hitting me. lolx.

the dancers ah. shake here shake there . lolx

during the concert was so fun but after the concert was even more err. exciting ? keane and i walked to macs. its like some very ulu way there . aiyah. he full of rubbish lar. then we like scaring each other about the trees but i think i was more scared. hmmm at macs guess who i saw ?? SAMUEL la la la . why is he not being scandalous but went out with all guys only. hmmph. nothing to tell chunlei about. can tell her how flirty he is. hahas. we just smile smile only lar. yupp think he looks nicer in uniform. tall and lanky people should wear long pants and polo shirt then look nice. hmmms . keane's friend so amusing. we thought he sent HIS GIRL home. [inside joke] but no. the both of them still come find us at macs when we finished eating already. so aiyah had to wait for them right. end up went to kfc and guess what they bought ? only one packet of fries.

yada yada. it was 1120 then had to go home already if not sure can't take bus already and i'm so not going to pay another 15 dollars to go home. then still must add midnight charge. all keane's fault ! hahas. and the best thing is samuel came to the same bus stop ok. hmmm lucky never take the same bus. if not that will be even more scary. yay 32 finally came then dudu take until some dunno where. then i change to 135.

the most spastic and stupid thing i could ever do was to take it in the WRONG DIRECTION. what the hell right. yah and i only realised it when i reached the end. stupid right *smacks head. yes . luckily daddy came to fetch me but he got lost too so i waited so long and reached home at 130. aiyah. shall never stay out late again in a place i'm not familiar with. hahas. luckily lijun was messaging me. then pei wo. but we kinda ran out of stuff to talk about.. hahas. so happy. lijun so nice !

i have learnt my lesson already .. shall open my eyes on the bus.

eeks. trixie's mummy thinks that her and i are lesbians. omg ! all her fault for pulling me xia shui. messaging her tutor then go say she's messaging me. her mother wanted to see the message then she go off her phone eh. aargh. now her mother won't like me anymore. hahas .. waah this is such a long entry in such a long time. exams coming already. stress. need to mug but like not much mood cos only have like one week plus. then i still have a bio test on tueday. stupid thing

shoE ||| 1:11 PM

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Monday, September 20, 2004
whoo yeah. my com is fiannly 100% working. apart from not being able to properly upload stuff and receive files as well as use the A drive, i'm pretty much happy with what it can do now. compared to like a month ago ? whoo. my fingers are itchy. haven't blogged in a long time. yupp. i promised myself only to come online on wedensday after all those tests but i realised i couldn't resist the temptation of having an already on-ned computer staring at my face when i eat dinner. so la la la i'm here again.

lets see. the past few weeks have been kinda boring. ya da ya da yada. tuition is like ... bleah. and exams are coming. what a stink ! eww and there's like so NO TIME TO STUDY. damn the timetable. hmmms . el says derrick joined sunday chem classs. phew i didn't go for make up lesson this week. lolx.

shoE ||| 8:21 PM

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Wednesday, September 08, 2004
yay !! the com is working now . played quite ok today but not as well as i can or as well as i expected to play . but hey. i finished my a.maths past year paper in band today. hmmms. saturday open house. whee. can go play. but i rather slack in band than go bring all those people around the school . yupp. i found this pants in my cupboard. its nice nice ! and i have a dental appointment on friday. wow its like the first time i'm going to a private dentist. she's quite nice and rolly polly and jolly//


shoE ||| 7:48 PM

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yay !! the com is working now . played quite ok today but not as well as i can or as well as i expected to play . but hey. i finished my a.maths past year paper in band today. hmmms. saturday open house. whee. can go play. but i rather slack in band than go bring all those people around the school . yupp. i found this pants in my cupboard. its nice nice ! and i have a dental appointment on friday. wow its like the first time i'm going to a private dentist. she's quite nice and rolly polly and jolly//


shoE ||| 7:48 PM

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Tuesday, September 07, 2004
this com is seriously screwed again. darn ! i hate this life. i wanna rit and crumble into little thousand itsy bitsies ! i wanna blast this whole place apart till i'm the only one left standing ! can that ever happen.

i was thinking last night that if i died in a car crash. i'd just fall asleep and never wake up so that it'd be easier. hahas. yupp that would be nice.

watched this old show called "WICKED" today. i don't know whats so wicked about it. julia stiles was the lead but that was when she was really really young. and the girl who acted as ALEX MACK. remember that show ? acted as her younger sister. everything was so confusing. either the show was just crap or my mind is so jumbled up i can't think straight. i think i need chocolates . just a few. not too many. just a few chocs to make me feel better.

death is not an option, it is not a way to make problems go away. don't anyone ever think of it as one. yupp and whatever happens in your life, its cos U CHOSE IT. get that clear. never say you're poor. only broke cos broke is temporary and poor is ETERNAL. trust me. everything you wanted to change in your life is UP TO YOU !

shoE ||| 3:13 PM

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wow !! this old com has got it going on. yays ! its finally cured by my sister ! claps for her. anyway i've been bigging her a long time to get it cured. sigh got so so cheated. supposed to go obs and i got so excited about it then mrs lim comes along and says i have to go for the NCO pre camp thing. so i went to look for ms tan and toldher her i couldn't go for obs anymore. depressing. well i went and tried to make myself excited about not going for obs. yupp

the biggest surprise was that when nan and i were at that cca branch place i realised i didn't need to go or rather the irritating man told me i didn't need to go. so there. i made a complete fool of myself and wasted my chance to go obs. blah . this is bloody irritating but what can i do. dah.

watched the stepford wives with my sis instead on monday cos it was too depressing to stay at home. it was OK... but not that great. don't really understand the whole thing but erisca made it seem SO SO SO nice. bleh. i'm so gonna kill her. yes and she didn't bring me to INDO to play ! hah. bet she's having tons of fun there. hope she buys us nice new stickers !! hmmm. was gonna call lijun yesterday and she. aiyaii. phone still isn't repaired i think so i couldn't get through. bleh. shall try calling her tonight.

still have to go for band tomorrow. thought i could skip it cos i would be at the pre camp thing. but apparently not. so guess i'll go and do my homework and stuff. everything feels not right now. like my muscles are tensed up . eck tried sleeping but they still feel funny. how how how ...

shoE ||| 2:41 PM

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