Tuesday, June 01, 2004
1158. two more minutes till my sister's plane leaves for paris. can't believe i'm even crying while writing this entry . i just miss her. what to do right.

i miss her sitting beside me watching friends. and laughing at all the spastic things.

i miss eating potato chips with her

i miss her stealing my chocolates

i miss her always poking her nose into everything i do

i miss her always trying to wake me up to go eat breakfast.

i miss her not getting the stupid jokes i crack

i miss her criticising the clothes i wanna buy

aaargh i'll just miss everything about her. i hope she's safe. i never really like bothered about her before. but after she left to board her plane and i hugged her for the last time i finally realised how much i was gonna miss her. no one to bug me to get off the com and go to sleep. no one to go to 7-11 with me in the middle of the night just to look at the food.

haix. three weeks is such a long time. her room will be so empty. i don't even feel like stealing her clothes anymore.

just now we went to coffee bean and itchy mouth me went and tried this morrocan mint latte thing. it tasted HORRIBLE. lucky i didn't let daddy drink if not he will get more diarrhoea. hahas

anyway sara asked me to go with her and her MANY COUSINS to watch the day after tomorrow. but mummy says she's finally bringing me shopping. won't there be so many many people. *TSK. i have this strong feeling she's gonna cheat my feelings lar . dunno why . but this way its not that bad what. cos i will have new clothes to wear if sara asks me to go with her and her many cousins to watch movie . lolx.

i still miss her .... please be safe. i can't wait to get her postcards. she promised she would write ok . she better

shoE ||| 11:01 PM

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